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I was always wondering what must be in the suiciders-to-be minds, what is happening within their souls and thoughts, how many battles they have lost, how many tears they cried that they reached that point where there is no hope left, no future waiting for them, no one to help them, to hug their torn souls, that they finally decide to end the life that is unbearable and full of misery. Some time ago I've realised that I know what it may be. Sometimes I feel like nobody cares about me, if I exist or not, what I do, if I need help or support or just physical being of someone who understands me without words. I'd rather have a best friend who I can rely on, yet I know I don't deserve one because I hurt so many people in the past. The thing is that everyone makes mistakes but not everyone forgives them so easily. I wish I could turn back time and tell my friends how much I loved them and that I miss them so much now. Yet sometimes it's too late to apologise and you are left with nothing. And you see that nothing else matters if there is no one ot dry your tears and whisper it'll be ok. I hope it doesn't happen to you. Enjoy your friendships and love those who are close to you. There's only one life. Live it to the full and share as much as you can.