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My life was always like this. The year I had to take final exams my mother had a surgery and no one could help me. The year I had to take university entrance exam my father was dealing with a brain tumor and my brothers didn't talk to each other and I lost my best friend, my only friend. and yes my life was always like this my world falls apart every day, every single damn day!
meanwhile I found my eyes so weak because of crying too much and unavoidable bad habits, the moment I wore my glasses and I saw everything more clear I wanted to cry because I had forgotten how clear everything must be! I thought everybody sees things as I see but I couldn't see the board and that was the moment I got worried, I also lost someone else that meant so much to me.
2 year at university I lost a big money and I couldn't get it back. the first year I was talking to someone in distance, that brought me a lot of joy and calmness and happiness, I know it's odd but it is was it was. suddenly I had everything no pain no worries all was good to me. it felt like finding everything that I lost in a lifetime. I'm still thankful for it. but again soon everything changed between us and I lost him too he turned to a jerk. I tried to hold on but it was gone. again everything fell apart. I know when something is lost and gone it is lost and gone.I don't know why my life is like this. sometimes its too hard for me to take. sometimes it is too much to take, and today when i'm only 20 years old I lost so many thing... so many thing that nothing can bring them back to me not even money. I wanted to tell you that whatever you are going through will be alright. everything will be fine at the end. soon you will be resting in peace.