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After 6 years of marriage it was years of boredom, I got attracted to male co-worker who was really charming and intelligent and best of all he used to respect me a lot.
I felt appreciated and so he was on my mind all the time.
At the same time, my husband got an opportunity to travel for two years to UK. He asked me for the decision as obviously it is going to be tough for me to manage my work and baby alone?
I thought for a day or two but replied him with a Yes.
He traveled and I was alone with a kid but still my freedom was back, I was very happy and so that co-worker i was attracted to was more approachable.
When i slept at night one day, I woke up in middle of the night with a dream where he was trying to love me and i was ready to take it forward. It hit me so hard and i got up with guilt and then could not sleep.
I decided next day to make myself busy and stay loyal so i took distance as an opportunity to fix everything up. Yes thats it, Just a decision to move in the direction I want my life to be in!
I enrolled my kid for lot of classes like dance, swimming etc and I joined yoga diploma and learnt swimming and spent really special time with me and my daughter that turned my personality.
I stayed occupied and relaxed at same time without a guilt. i became certified yoga instructor and learnt lot of new things including baking.
My husband was not really in to me during this time so we rarely had calls etc
Time passed and i got to travel and stay with him for 30 days after 8 months, I stayed content and happy, made new contacts in his neighborhood and got very popular among people because of my new skills.
I used to cook for him for a month, clean house and manage all the chores while loving my daughter..
He came down on his knees and said sorry for how he ignored my qualities in the past and took everything for granted. I could look straight in his eyes and forgive him lovingly by hugging him as i had no guilt in my heart.
when i sit back and think, i realize just one decision changed my married life. It could be a totally different story if i had turned infide.
Now I am back to India, we are staying 1000’s of km apart and he calls multiple times and tell me that he misses me and that is all i wanted from my married life.
My attraction to that co-worker has automatically disappeared