words per minute
5
AllanAlvarez
00:00
Speed
i am at the point of life where i can see how people will treat me sooner in future. i am alert! all the credit goes to my experiences with bad people around and expectations from them. I know im off balance in most of the things, its all because all my life i just have wanted good friends or loving accepting people to be around and its almost impossible for human living in developed countries. All i got to know is I can only be with the person that loves me first than I loved back. I know its pretty full of anxiety when it comes to the point where you got only one person to like you and that person will try to see you happy. It is said that one person is enough to fulfill one's life, to some extent its true but in most of the cases its not. You know why? It's because a person is a social animal by nature no matter how introvert they are. They always wanted little bit more friends than only one person left in their life. I know it must be much difficult for people who even doesn't have single person to admire you. But now I am talking about people who have one person to live with and no good friends around to chat. This situation is almost unspoken in the depressed world of today. Everyone is running for success and nobody is running for happiness. Here success means earning being rich and famous. Seriously media has brain washed all of us to that extent where we are not satisfied with our own face or what we have. And also we are so much into phones and looking at others lifestyle and comparing with our own and being sad that we forgot to make ourselves happy and satisfied. It is said that civilised society doesn't talk about others at their back but its not true. I thought I will be civilized or try to act like one to be one but in the middle of my journey I met people who are in positions or in so called civilized society etc started chatting shit about others at their back, more often after talking to them with smiley face and praising their whatever reason was at that time. Like seriously, how can people do that, like can't they feel odd to do so? How is that even possible to change those aura all of a sudden? Its amazing human nature. Not only this, I have also notice people in higher rank or say position at any place try to tell lies and people below their position tend to believe they are hundred percent right. Like how people not think about that person can lie as well. Because if you see people who lie in the face people and go on with their life are the ones that does the corruption or abuse of power. Why don't people have these things in mind whilst they are supporting somebody what they are saying over somebody who are of less fortunate. Its as simple as that, people in power, post or high rank lies the most than normal people.