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We already know what love is...right? It might be that feeling towards someone, may it be lust, admiration, and just wanting to be with that certain person to not feel alone. Or that type of "love" is something that you share equally with that person, which in turn makes you both happy and content. But there are also some unlucky few, myself included, that have experienced a one-sided relationship...
This type of relationship basically means that only one person is the one contributing to their relationship, while the other half doesn't have the same thoughts and values as that one person. And the saddest part here is...that one person who works hard to keep that one-sided relationship always gets heartbroken, and may develop some type of trauma. Some of these are trust issues, anxiety disorder, being more prone to depression, and will always think of fantasies that include his/her partner who doesn't care about them.
I have experienced this over and over again... My relationship with my friends, family, and even my past girlfriends... All of them have been one-sided. But, some of my family members made me feel what love is like again... My social anxiety slowly went away, I'm slowly forgetting my past that has scarred me so much... I just hope I can become normal again.
And someday, maybe I can find the woman who loves me for I am...And I hope that woman will love me like how I love her...
If I meet her...
I will never let go of her hand until she says she wants me to stop...
But for now...
yea I'm not continuing this