Today i just want to share my state of mind to you. life, can you tell me what it is actually about ? ofcourse its about being happy and achieving things. but, today i am not going to talk about the things we achieve in our life . Rather i would be talking about being happy .. What is happiness? where does it come from? yes, from your inner soul. but that also needs some company to be happy and that company is your sourroundings. But what when you don't have a good company nither a appropriate sourrounding. yes you are gonna feel as hell. and this is what i am feeling right now, tommorow is friendship day. But I don't have any friends to celebrate this day of friendship with. Those friends i have are everything for me, but they have there own prorities. so i just don't want to spoil there day. And will let them be with there love ones. and if you talk about me so i just wanna tell you. There is no one who want to be with me. no one want to spend their time with me. The bitter truth of my life is that no one cares about me not even my parents so, just forget about friends. There are some persons for those you wait to come online and talk to you and a person who wants to talk to you but you can't talk to them just because of your parents. because they will be hurt, I don't know why but yes, they wil.l.. i just feel bad for me because i don't care about me. I don't know why i run for the persons who don't need me. I just wanna escape from all these things which makes me sad, gives me pain, stops me form doing the right things for me. I wanna be alone. I just don't want anyone to be around me. Let me be alone or just let me die. because i don't find any point in living a life like this. But all i can do right now, is just type all my feeling with lots of grammatical errors and typing mistakes. I just wanna be alone but i don't know when this thing is gonna come to the gorund of reality. what i have learned till now is that no one care about anyone altleast not for me so just say "I am fine" whenever you are asked "How are you?". I want to focus only on my future because this the only hope for me to be alive. Thanks for reading all what i said and hope that you will forgive me for all the mistakes i have done in this paragraph. Wish you luck to reach a commendable typing speed.