I open my eyes. I try to see, but I'm blinded by the white light. I can't remember how. I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight. And I can't stand the pain. And I can't make it go away. No, I can't stand the pain. How could this happen to me? I've made my mistakes. Got nowhere to run. And life goes on as I'm fading away. I'm sick of this life. I just want to scream! How could this happen to me? Everybody's screaming. I try to make a sound, but no one hears me. I'm slipping off the edge. I'm hanging by a thread. I want to start this over again. So I try to hold Onto a time when nothing mattered. And I can't explain what happened. And I can't embrace the things that I've done. No I can't. How could this happen to me? I've made my mistakes. Got nowhere to run. And life goes on as I'm fading away. I'm sick of this life. I just want to scream! How could this happen to me? I've made my mistakes. Got nowhere to run. And life goes on as I'm fading away. I'm sick of this life. I just want to scream! How could this happen to me?