Imagine yourself standing in a building. A burning building You can feel the heat against your skin. Yet no fear. What to do? Escape? Give in? No time to think, there is a ticking noise right behind you. It's a black box. What's that red number on it? 20... 19... 18... That's right, it's counting down. Is it a bomb? Most likely. The heat is strong. The bomb is still there... 16. That number ticking down is akin to the number of seconds you have in your life. Unless you throw it away. 12. Toss it into the fire. 10. It's flaming. The nitro inside it should blow up any second. It's not blowing up from the flames. 5. Time seems to go faster. 2. It's going to blow. Game over. 0. You wake up. It's a roof. The endless troubles you go through every time you sleep and from what you have lost from the past incidents are still there, hiding in the back of your mind. If you can avoid sleeping, you can, but your psychiatrist says its unhealthy. Just deal with it. Perfectly normal in the mind of a madman.